Showing posts with label fears. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fears. Show all posts

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Full Charge Ahead

This blog title is very contradictory to what I feel right now. We just promoted, and during the actual ceremony, I couldn't wait for it to be over. I really do not know why. Then, as the dignitaries of the ceremony talked about how we're taking a step and how it's a really BIG step, it hit me. We can't be immature middle school-ers anymore. We can't think that the college and everything with it is far away. News Flash, Class of '08. It's not. It is terrifying, nonetheless. Freshmans in highschool may think that I'm making too big of a deal out of this.

I'm not. Maybe, you're just not taking it seriously.

It's actually really scary, because time passed so fast, and I feel like I'm not making the most out of these years. Elementary school, I can still remember. Middle School is obviously still fresh in my mind. I really don't want to take the NEXT BIG STEP. I like this spot right here.
I'm going out to dinner later to celebrate my promotion.

Half of me is happy that it's summer, and I can relax, kind of. The other half of me is terrified for high school.

I hope I didn't sound like a noob in this blog. I'm pretty sure I did.

Eileen and I are going to reminisce about our middle school and perhaps elementary years? later tonight.
Full Charge Ahead?